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i just want to go home......it's really frustrating that i can't....
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life is complicated...it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out. it's filled with ups and downs and lots of happiness and pain. it is full of confusion and a lot of unanswered questions. but it is also filled with a lot of memories and unforgettable experiences. i've lost myself in the confusion of life and i'm trying to find it. there are so many things i have no idea what i want to do about and it's really tough. i'm in my last 50 days of college classes and i'm beyond excited to be done with school but i'm so nervous about going out and getting a job. i am excited for whats to come and i'm also nervous and scared about the decisions i've been thinking about. i think the main thing i can do right now is focus on myself. because a happy me is a better me. and on my friends. i want to try to enjoy these next couple of weeks of school as much as i can....hopefully spending the least amount of money also...haha. i was afraid of what was coming this semester but i'm excited for learning and expanding. it's definitely going to be an interesting last 7 weeks of college
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don't make someone a priority when they make you an option....i have a lot of decisions to make...
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I really don't want to blow up over nothing.....but I'm so afraid it's more than something.  Last weekend when I went home everything seemed fine. He came to visit me after work and we hung out throughout the weekend. but now that i'm back at school he hasn't made one effort to contact me. and i feel like it's been a common theme. so i think i'm going to try to talk to him about it today even though it scares me to death. i hate talking about things. and i'm pretty sure he does too. i'm just not sure anymore and it's hurting me. i'm really not sure i can handle the truth though but i want it.  it hurts me being in love with someone who doesn't love me back anymore so i just want to know.....
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so i'm thinking everything is ok i was not going to talk to him until i came home but i mean there is no reason to do that. i just blew things out of proportion because i had a long day. i need to really focus and just take a breath and relax before i give myself a heart attack. i'm so glad it's almost friday i can't wait to see him and get a hug this semester is definitely a lot harder than last year. maybe because of the summer i got so used to being close to him. but i only have 85 days of college left. whoooo!
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